West Desert Journal

Writing from the far edges of the American desert.

Category: Poems

  • Phantoms of the Night

    Way off in those mountains,
    Phantoms are better left unknown.

    The sun descends beneath the large red mesa,
    The clouds soak the sunset glare.
    It is silent, except for the thunderstorm.
    A beautiful purple thunderhead expands,
    Blue lightning ignites and echoes.

    Hear the wind, and the rain falling
    On the sandstone mesa. Smell the sage.

    In the foothills, the wind whips the juniper jungle.
    There is a feast; an unearthly celebration going on.
    They are busy, tonight, somewhere in those hills.
    They dance and shift in dark caves.
    In cobweb networks they sing.

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  • Deep in the Precambrian

    The Textures of Picture Sandstone

    Bottomless mountains rise
    above the Virgin River Gorge
    It is a strange day on top of Sullivan Canyon.
    Thick white crystalline ledges dive into precambrian hell.
    Pegmatite yields pomegranate beads of rich garnet.
    Teethy shadows cling to desert oak with fingernails.
    Manzanita grows exceptionally thick in twisty stands,
    hard to push my sweaty body through.
    Winged phantoms fear not my approach.
    From the bowels something growls with enchantment.
    Somewhere among the whispering Juniper forests
    hides a tunnel leading to another place,
    a vortex that radiates with unknown passions.
    I turn on the headlamp, looking for treasure,
    cities full of creatures and monsters of long ago.
    I’ve dared the Earths gaping mouth.
    so don’t tease this face or make smiles.
    I’ve pitied the demons that deserved heaven.
    Some demons were better then human.
    In the wind, Grandma’s chimes dance,
    and the canyon grows heavy on my mind.
    I explore the talking night after my excursion.
    Someday the unknown will unlock me some answers.
    I dream of Precambrian hell.

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  • Ravens on the Arizona Strip

    An Amazing world, this little earth
    strange and magnificent.
    We were headed to Toroweap
    Thousands of ravens planed the sky
    against orange and yellow clouds.
    They followed us.
    Timeless things await.
    So, how do humans stew
    over the most simple things,
    such as daily life in a town?
    I refuse to assimilate.
    The raven windows the harsh beauty.
    Arizona Strip, unmolested
    enjoyed by few ranches, modern homesteads.
    She still sings the old way.
    Vivid dreams of Pinion ignite.
    Simply colorful and intriging.
    Virmillion Cliffs radiate.
    Cold wind howls in the pines.
    Smell fresh winter rain.
    We passed under raging cloudbursts,
    dark cloud shadows.
    The road was thick mud-
    in the arms of that isolated high desert.
    Such brilliance creates laughter in my soul.
    Those graceful ravens were soaring
    beneath luminous clouds in evening mist.
    Their silhouettes were abstract.
    Keepers of the Spirit World.

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  • Travelers

    Going back in time,
    the soft clouds rewind quickly
    to those passed centuries.
    The sky is glowing
    and the power is sweet.
    Here they come,
    people moving across the land,
    carrying their babes,
    moving to lower ground
    for the winter.
    The sky is always turquoise blue,
    and the junipers grow wild.
    They travel passed the red cliffs
    and head into the Black Ridge country
    on their way to the land of the whipping sands.

    Soft and vivid dream
    quiet like the groves of cottonwood grandpas
    swaying in the steady wind.
    The wind pushes the billowing clouds
    through traveling sky.
    Locusts buzz.

    Hear the whispers.
    The passed is alive
    in the dreamer’s dimension.
    Listen to the faded voices of the passed.
    The rocks still speak.
    The sacred images tell stories.
    Go to the pictures on the rocks
    they have the power.
    Soft spoken meadow lark sings.
    Those cottonwoods are angels
    translucent rain falls on their branches.
    The old ones revisit the land
    because they are not forgotten.
    They are remembered.
    Peace. Sweet intelligent peace.
    In a living dream, the old ones speak.

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  • Ghost Stranger

    The horned creature draws near
    His eyes sockets are filled with dust.
    Something dashes through through the trees, laughing
    The visitor has come.

    The painted female and male are holding hands.
    The thunderbird dances.
    The images are animating.
    The pinions grow exceptionally thick.
    The dead are visible from other dimensions.
    The crickets chant.

    Fearless whispers draw near.
    Harrowing creatures wallow close.
    I hear the creek sifting the ancient rocks.
    The horned one is looking at me.
    Dust filled eye sockets.

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  • The Crossing

    The mountains are calling you brother
    Come, they are waiting.
    Come, there is a secret waiting.
    You must go to the crossing

    A child in dream
    visits the mountains
    converses with bears.
    There is no fear.

    Voices dance in shadows,
    deep below luminous peaks
    beneath the candled skies.

    Yonder
    the little mountain people dance
    they dance and glow.
    In the dark earth
    they weave their cobwebs.

    Come, says the the wailing wind.

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  • It is in Me

    It is windy tonight.
    The fiery sun sinks into
    the mountains of burnished slopes.
    Stars flood the heavens deep.

    The canyon voice
    whips through the Pinion and Juniper.
    The basin below is cold and dusty.

    The mountains are singing all night.
    Come to me, say the mountains,
    travel far into the wild
    where the unknown waits.
    The Tree Man will care for you…

    It is in me.
    I’m walking through a deep forest,
    of gigantic pines.
    I can see myself moving about
    in the dream.

    I’m a tree.
    My arms are branches.
    My feet are the roots.
    I grow tall beside a
    small mountain cabin.

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  • Camping in Glen Canyon

    Deep cliff shadows engulf the canyon.
    Softened sunlight fades.
    Darkness comes quick.
    After a windy evening storm
    I push my feet in wet sand
    and listen to storm-provoked waves
    of Lake Powell crashing in the darkness

    Bats chase moths around the kerosene lamp.
    An owl hoots from Cottonwood skeletons.

    I’m 50 miles from any town
    trapped in Glen Canyon’s heart.
    The only way out is a boat.
    I feel the restless
    waters of the Colorado River
    wanting to burst.
    The lake whispers!

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  • The Survivor

    A soft spoken meadowlark
    moves from a fence post,
    up into a Blue Spruce…
    This spruce is growing in the desert!
    It doesn’t look like other steepled evergreens.
    It’s all bent out of shape
    growing right up from the sage.
    It stands alone.
    Where’s the others?
    Hmm…

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  • Crazy Jane

    She will confuse her companion,
    test his might, and his will.
    Her insecurity kills dreams.
    She’s clouded, worried, and faithless.
    Then she stops, and changes course.
    All is happy again.
    Everything is without manipulation.
    A few days go by,
    and then she’s worried and judgmental.
    Then, she’s happy again,
    and becomes afraid.
    She washes the dishes
    with deep sorrows.
    The husband watches her
    from the kitchen table.
    He’s uncertain.
    His muscles are sulking,
    his feet feel heavy on the linoleum.
    The woman is quiet.
    Her conspiracy is planted.
    There’s an escape,
    and she will vanish.
    He cannot place a finger on her sorrows,
    or the grief on the dishes.
    All he can hear
    is her footsteps moving restlessly
    through the corridors
    of the noisy farm house.
    Later, he’s sitting in his study,
    reading the latest in world affairs.
    While sipping on hot coffee,
    and eating Swedish Fish.
    The television is buzzing
    in the background.
    The tree outside, is violent with
    wind from the desert.
    It’s clashing the chimes,
    and rapping the unpainted picket fence.
    Off in the distance
    a windmill swiftly turns
    in the face of the oncoming storm.
    He hears a sudden noise.
    The wife has vanished.
    He walks slowly upstairs.
    He knew she struggled,
    and wanted someone new.
    She wanted to twist
    his feelings into a tight ball,
    that she could knit.
    Her misery belonged to him.
    It was his fault.
    He was the villain.

    I usually don’t write fictional story poems like this. I was also challenged to write something a bit more dark.

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  • Maybe it was Jesse James?

    Somebody blew out all the windows
    in that ragged saloon.
    You know that
    old ghost town,
    on the edge of town?

    The building still stands,
    with broken glass
    on creaky floor boards.
    I feel deep, complex memories
    associated with that
    old western ruin.

    I can hear sounds from inside;
    something dances…
    a beating ghost heart…
    a wicked shadow
    still carrying two persuaders!

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  • An Honest Attempt…

    With this type of poetry:

    When it came to woman,
    I never saw a thing, until you,
    walking up and down
    the halls of my mind.
    And how I would dance to you.
    Maybe I’m succumbing
    to your deep, intrusive gaze?

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  • A Night in the Kiabab

    The fire ignites the oily wood
    cracking and echoing
    into the forest.

    Infinite candled stars
    glitter in the black staircase
    above the trees.

    There are whispers
    in the Quaking Aspen
    in the dark grass.

    Faraway from the settlements
    A Great Horned Owl
    sings in the tallest Ponderosa.

    With every hoot
    he becomes a shadow.
    The ghost soon stops?

    as I enter
    into the darkness.
    I hear the fire behind…

    Eating the pitch,
    snapping and casting
    orange ribbons of light.

    Deeper and deeper
    my footsteps go
    into the black labyrinth?

    creating excitement
    mystery, courage,
    tears, and dreams.

    This was long ago.
    It is still here.
    Forever it remains.

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  • In the Forest

    There in the sky’s cathedral, in the white painted aspens, where the land is still untouched; is a place where I can go to get away from the ignorance of the world. In this space is the space in which I tick. This miraculous landscape is alien to its own existence. It’s unlike anywhere else. Like the song of the hidden valley, where no one ever goes. I sit beneath a living tree, below the foot of a large sleeping hill. Now from this place, the Earth Mother speaks to me in dreams. In the sun soaked clouds, those dreams of old, speak to me. Hiding themselves as when I hide myself in prospective touch. All the materials of life are burning like a steady day inside me. Behold, in the extremity, I was threshed away into this still silence. And there, I thought of far more intelligent things. And my might, gazed at reality, giving me its music. I stared into my own existence, as a person would stare at his own reflection in the water. What a rich time it is, feeling nothing but the corners of God’s imagination.

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  • Black Shadow

    I thought I
    heard the unseen,
    while sleeping?

    Nothing opened the door,
    but it remained closed.
    Yet, Nothing walked in
    and I heard him
    jingling his keys!
    I also heard him
    punching the code
    into the key pad!
    Again, no one came
    through the door.
    The door remained closed.

    I see an ungodly shape on the wall.
    The inanimate black shadow
    watches me without eyes.

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  • Scaring the Beast

    I’d been hiking through sage, and sand for hours. The sky was blue and calm, but small clouds soon grew thunderous. I brought my two dogs with me on that afternoon excursion in July. The wind wailed, and whistled through stone crevices. The cloud shadows began to merge, and soon rain was falling. I was hours away from my vehicle parked on the highway’s edge.

    After spending time at a petroglyph site, I was able to find a small cave, to wait out the storm. Lightning clapped and echoed through the canyon…

    As I reached the entrance of the cave, hollering for my dogs to follow; out of the dark came an unknown beast. On two giant wings and large talons stretched forth, a Great-Horned Owl almost crashed into me, but managed to land on a rock near the entrance. Completely startled, he stared at me in violation.

    I scared the hell out of that poor bird! In confusion it flew off into the canyon, into some shaded cliff overhangs.

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  • White Painted Aspens

    With the wind,
    Aspen leaves clap
    in cheerful crowds.

    Yet, their yellow bodies
    barely cling
    against winter air.

    The Aspens creak,
    like rusty wooden doors,
    wood screeching against wood.

    With the wind,
    the trees move in waves
    as grass in meadows.

    Leaves clap and fall
    from white painted branches.
    The forest sings like rivers.

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  • Blue Gems

    I hold a blue mineral
    colored as the turquoise sky
    like an azurite dawn before sunrise.
    or even the deep blue night
    holding a silver moon.

    A polished cabochon
    of Chrysocolla emanates
    the early spring morning glow
    or a dreamlike trance
    that clouds traverse.

    My grandmother’s oxidized
    silver ring, is inlaid with
    Robin’s Egg Turquoise.
    She purchased it in Kingman
    back when Highway 66 was in its prime.
    The blue of the turquoise resonates
    her own beauty, and her age.

    Pieces of Chrysocolla
    Turquoise, and Azurite
    unite shades of dense blue minerals.
    The earth painted them
    from her soul of desolate
    rolling desert hills.

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  • The Twisted Link

    I wonder the lonely electric, internet abyss
    twisting with uncertainty
    while sifting through uncanny piles
    of restless information.
    Raw data wants to reach sheltered minds.
    Screams are muted
    in the static of internet space
    choked by joyous or horrible manifestations.
    Religious or progressive fanatics
    stretch forth leery hands
    to offer weary hopes.
    In a shattered world,
    tangled up in magic power lines
    nothing is really safe.
    Cities sit next to dark oceans
    towns next to old landscapes.
    The internet motor continues to purr.
    I am waiting for the lights to go out.
    For the story-telling TV to shut down.
    For the quietness of the howling wind.
    For shape-shifting shadows that
    haunt human existence.

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  • I am the Wasteland

    I’m the sandstone cliffs,
    that overshadow cottonwood trees.
    I’m the dark basin valley
    that engulfs your little cabin.

    The shrieking wind is my soul.
    I am the wasteland
    that gives you access
    to sleepless dreams.

    My age will outlast human eras.
    My heart will sustain life forever.
    My wisdom will never die.
    My grace is endless, eternal beauty.

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  • Southern Utah Rock Art

    Rusty, painted figures
    animate on yellow sandstone pallets-
    made from red ochre
    that endured forty centuries.
    These supernatural beings
    dance across the pallet.
    They are living, breathing souls.
    Trees grow from finger tips,
    Antennas and tangled hair
    sprout from alien heads
    I feel the beating heart of the canyon.
    I can feel their ghostly patterns.
    What are they doing when nobody draws near?
    They look without eyes,
    Whisper at night.

    Painted humans travel
    across the rocks.
    Headless human beings
    hold hands, or connect feet.

    I leave a gift, a coin,
    Or something.

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  • Eddie the Hobo

    Eddie was the old banchee-like man
    with a twisted, hairy face.
    From town to town he went-
    singing quiet to himself
    along yellow grasses and highway.
    Eddie says he’s the Bigfoot Man.
    At night-time he sings,
    while watching the ancient moon rise.
    Over each belt of cloud,
    and dark mesa dream.

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  • The Deepness of Rivers

    An elderly woman sits above a sandstone canyon,
    looking at the moon, in the shape of a cow’s horn.
    Thin and silver, its rests behind clouds.
    She deserted her home, before her children arrived
    to haul her away to the rest home.
    Looking into the darkness of cottonwoods below,
    She listens to the tireless flow of the river,
    traversing an ageless path towards the sea.
    Her own children betrayed her.
    They ignored her dreams,
    with their busy cell-phone lives.

    This canyon overlaps her age,
    or the wrinkles of her skin.
    Her mind became wise
    from listening to the wind.
    She sings a lullaby, she used to
    sing her children to sleep.
    Now she sings softly to the sandstone canyon.
    Her rusty Studebaker is parked
    near the scenic overlook sign.

    She wants the silence and beauty, one last time?
    before those blind bats take her away,
    to the place you go to die, a junk yard,
    where society dumps your useless days.
    They forget to acknowledge your long journey.
    Nobody listens to the
    Deepness of Rivers anymore…

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  • My True Nature

    I WILL NOT accept the things I cannot change.
    I’ll break the windows of everything I know!
    I’ll listen to passionate dissidents.
    I want to deconstruct civilization.

    I’m tired of frivolous squares
    forcing circles to become squares.
    I’m sick of Uncle Sam
    the greedy pig, smoking
    his cigar on top of Mother Earth.

    I’m sad, because I’m
    sick of the beast.
    Squeezed by the left and right
    to follow their political lead.

    All I want,
    Is the safety of thunderstorms
    and gentle rains
    and windswept red deserts.

    Give me a horse, or a mule.
    I’ll become an old hermit
    With beauty in his life
    and the wasteland in his soul.

    I know that the first three segments of my poem are a little cliche But I deleted this poem at first, because I received a negative reaction from both parents. Why should I hide or sugarcoat anything that inevitably doesn’t go well with some?

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  • Faceless Creature of the Desert

    I’m waiting in autumn for you.
    I’m freezing in the snow,
    waiting for the unknown to dissipate,
    so I can witness a dream untold.
    Somewhere in canyon country, you are waiting.

    I see your crystal eyes reflect
    off canyon pools in summer,
    but nothing is there…
    It rouses me, like weeping.
    Only the howling wind is heard.

    Sharpened trees, slice the wind.
    Sunglow illuminates their flickering leaves.
    The earth pads my tired feet.
    Everything on the outside,
    is stirring inside.

    Something sensual and dark
    hides in the bushes and rocks,
    in the infrared clouds.
    Deep from within Mother Earth,
    the ancient shadow sings.

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  • Random Images of a Canyon

    Chipmunks eat Starburst’sweet, fruity, and sour.
    It’s not quite like regular seed! They enjoy the hiker.
    But shy of humans, ravens plane the cliffs
    looking down on the hiker in suspicion.
    Junipers yield naked bluish berries,
    hard like steel between the teeth.
    The sandy creek winds its way
    cutting through banks of fine sediment.
    Boulders sit in rock slide piles,
    coming in endless shapes.
    Some without faces. Some frown, or smile,
    to show glittering, sandstone teeth.
    There’s the canyon’s shadowy ghost,
    it doesn’t mind the human, either.
    Clouds travel the September skies.
    The hiker shouts while finishing lunch,
    his voice echoes off canyon walls.

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  • Dancing Cottonwoods

    In moonlight glare,
    Cottonwoods sing in the wind.
    I see silvery branches, glowing.

    Camp sits between the beauties,
    near the sandy creek
    running chilly and cold.

    The Cottonwoods tilt their trunks,
    waving their arms-back and forth
    beneath the moon.

    Heaven is here.
    Dancing Cottonwoods,
    creak their wooden limbs.

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  • A Desert That Haunts Me

    Deep in the harmony of painted labyrinths,
    and steeply slanted canyons-hidden in time,
    I feel condemned or exalted in the silence.
    As I traverse blue mountain ranges,
    The lure of Canyon Country is very strong.
    If absent from its stark beauty,
    The desert intensifies within my mind.
    I feel safe with loneliness, my curse.
    Between Earth and sky, my wandering shadow moves.
    Clouds shadows creep over gnarled plateaus, dreaming.
    The wind softly sweeping, sings to my soul.
    The desert hears my song, my spirit.
    The murmur of sleepless coyotes shakes me with delight.
    The darkness of the wilderness
    quenches my ghostly sorrows.

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  • A Dent in the Drought

    The clock’s ticking; crickets singing
    Monsoon rains are outside
    eating August away.
    Rivers flow down streets.

    The town at night illuminates
    cloud systems in dark purple and pink.
    There are no stars out.
    Dense humidity smells up the house,
    making everything unbearable,
    sleepless, hot.

    Lightning slams the earth
    scaring neighborhood dogs,
    whining and pawing
    at midnight doors.

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  • Silent Movies

    …I remember those early silent films
    of the twentieth century,
    playing to music and captions;
    the music always weeping
    along with muted actors…

    Humans know nothing
    of their existence.

    …I love the antiquity of flickering,
    and voiceless motion pictures.
    The art was waged against
    newly pioneered camera eyes…

    We experiment and explore
    because we feel alone in the futility
    of our inscrutable universe.

    …I can see true human dreams and excitement
    escaping through every frozen frame…

    We can only speculate,
    and have faith to believe
    we know where to venture.

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